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physics is going to raper me!!!
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[15 Jan 2007|09:43pm] |
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I FINISHED ALL OF MY COLLEGE APPS!!!
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[08 Jan 2007|12:01am] |
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ummmm...i have a shitload to do. mostly a project that is due tomorow and my final. i haven't started. it is due in about nine hours. i do believe that i have hit an ultimate high of procrastination. if it were only an essential life skill i would be queen of the world.
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[20 Sep 2006|08:51pm] |
Once tagged by this entry, the assignment is to write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. Then, pick six of your friends and tag them; no tag backs. This explanation should be included.
1. if i'm pissed at the world i still like to go dancing (i also like dancing when i'm in a good mood though)
2. like the bumppo, i pretend not to like hip hop, but i really do
3. i act like psycho flake half the time, but really i'm not
4. i think seattle is the greatest city ever!!!
5. i've lived in frankfurt, germany and near zurich, switzerland
6. i tend to do too much until i crack and have an emo breakdown, then maybe i'll cut back a little on the schedule
i think char should do this, but i won't carry out the tag.
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[17 Sep 2006|07:59pm] |
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He's not backing down!!! the boy is fucked up (and not just because he can't take a hint). i mean, who in their right mind would decide that their rebound girl was going to be someone they've known for nine years and is an employee and student of their dad?
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[20 Aug 2006|09:45pm] |
i have a life again!!!
i have finished my classes! yay! but my relatives are in town, so i don't REALLY have a life, because i have to spend time with them.
life is good :-)
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| If only there were plausible reasons (like these) for the genders of German nouns |
[22 Jul 2006|10:40pm] |
EVERYTHING HAS A GENDER
Ziploc Bags are Male, because they hold everything
in, but you can see right through them.
Copiers are Female, because once turned off; it
takes a while to warm them up again. It's an effective
reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed,
but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are pushed.
A Tire is Male, because it goes bald and it's often
over-inflated.
A Hot Air Balloon is Male, because, to get it to go
anywhere, you have to light a fire under it, and of
course, there's the hot air part.
Sponges are Female, because they're soft,
squeezable and retain water.
A Web Page is Female, because it's always getting
hit on.
A Subway is Male, because it uses the same old
lines to pick people up.
An Hourglass is Female, because over time, the
weight shifts to the bottom.
A Hammer is Male, because it hasn't changed much
over the last 5,000 years, but it's handy to have
around.
A Remote Control is Female. Ha! You thought it'd
be male , didn't you? But consider this - it gives a
man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he
doesn't always know the right buttons to push, he
keeps trying!
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| why do i have to think about the future? |
[17 Jul 2006|10:49pm] |
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I have started to think about a few new things recently and today, for some unbeknownced(*is this a word?) reason, they have been on my mind all day. I have always thought that I would go into a field of math-related science, but recently I have started to think about the field of social sciences. EVERYTHING in this field fascinates me! Psychology, Anthropology, and Poli Sci are all things that I am interested in.
I have always had a knack for math and the sciences, so I have always thought and been, not told but strongly encouraged, by my Dad that this is a field I should go into. I am keeping every option open and haven't even told my dad that I am thinking of this one. I have signed up to take all the AP/H science courses that will help me if I decide to become a bio-chemist or something else along those lines, but I don't think that that's what I want to do. I have to try hard in those classes, but it doesn't force me to do my best and ask all the questions, because they come easily to me. Maybe this is why I should do one of these sciences, but it also seems like it would be a boring life. I want to be forced to think "outside the box" and to question everything that society has told me.
I know I shouldn't really be worrying about this yet, but I am and that hasn't changed no matter how much I try to put it out of my mind.
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| Pirates freaking ROCK!!! |
[07 Jul 2006|06:35pm] |
Char, Nattie and I went to see Pirates of the Caribbean 2 and we dressed up like pirates! We are sooooo awesome! It was so much fun! I love being a pirate!
The movie was amazing...so were Orlando Bloom and Johnny Depp. They are so freaking hotttt (especially when fighting each other). lol.
After the movie we walked down to the Ave. and went shopping. We had a lot of people "arrrrr-ing" at us. It was really funny!
We had so much fun!!!!!
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I thought that this was actually about right. funny how these things sometimes work.
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile | 
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
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| problems to solve...I need help |
[24 Jun 2006|10:47pm] |
I have a friend from switzerland who has eating and depression problems. She confided in me right before I came home and I don't know how to help her. I think she confided in me because I was leaving. I know that she wants help because she sends me e-mails and sometimes they say a few vague things in them. I do not know any of her friends there so I cannot tell them what is happening with her and I wouldn't want to betray her trust. I am so bad at offering council over email and I have know idea what to say that could help, but I cannot stand to know and not try to help. any suggestions? please?
She is so much fun and so beautiful and I really want to help her see that.
I am really tired right now so I will be going to bed. I had a crazy day that started with an early day at work and have no energy left to go out. I have to wake up at 4:30 for work tomorow morning. grrrr. oh well. I really do like my job.
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[22 Jun 2006|08:46pm] |
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shit...that's all i'm gonna say. shit.
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[20 Jun 2006|09:19pm] |
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I am really tired. I worked out tonight and I haven't done that in about two weeks. Tomorow I am going to be sore. But I have to get my flexibility back!
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| hallo! |
[19 May 2006|06:27pm] |
Hallo! (I can totally speak German, see?)
To start with something completely gruesom, I will tell you about the terrible blisters that I have on the inside of my righ finger. I got them from riding for three days without gloves. ow. I swear that if I rode one more day without gloves the bones of my fingers would be showing. ew. sorry for that.
Tonight, I think that I will go dancing. I say think because I don´t know if I can get ahold of the boy I met in Bern (from Canada). He is also in Vienna now, but this morning we couldn´t find each other when we tried to meet (actually the internet crashed so he couldn´t check his email in time to get my message, he came about 15 minutes after I left) and it is ridiculously hard to make plans through email. But, if we can get ahold of each other, we will go dancing tonight and to the zoo tomorow (how ridiculously cool is that?).
I haven´t decided when I am leaving Vienna. I think maybe I will stay one night longer than I had planned, but then I cannot go to Salzburg. I still want to see so much more in Vienna and if I went to Salzburg I could only be there for maybe a day. I don´t know if it is worth it to go for a day.
That is all for now.
much love!
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| Bern; capitol of Switzerland with beautiful Canadian boy. Too bad he is gay. |
[16 May 2006|08:35pm] |
I had the best time while I was in Bern. The first day I was a little worried about staying in a hostel since it was the first time. There was nothing for me to be worried about though. I had the best time.
While checking in I met Adrian from Victoria B.C. and a guy from Seattle whose name I don´t remember. We got to talking and once we were all settled, we (Adrian and I) both had a mutually urgent need for food. We walked around the city until we found a place with reasonablý priced food. We ate way too much ice cream which led to excess energy and a 2.5 hr search in the pouring rain for a good club. On our way out of the hostel another guy from Canada asked if he could come. He turned out to be the biggest sleaze ball so we ditched him at the first club. woops. But apparently things worked out just fine for him because I ran into him the next morning and he was so proud of himself ending up at some chicks appartment.
Word of advice to anyone who might be going to Bern. Their nightlife is shit. We went to every club in the city and in none of them were people dancing. Our search led us to a gay bar, in which there were all of 10 people and a creepy old man who started giving Adrian the "eye."
Next mornign we went to see the bears. They were so cute!afterwards we randomly walked up to a rose garden with an amazing view of the city. We talked to some of the locals and then went on our way.
Then we did what all the locals (under 6) were doing and roun through the fountain in the town square. It can´t get any better than that.
We saw so many more sights but it would take me hours to write them all, so I won´t bore you.
I had so much fun hanging out with him. We just clicked. After only about 2 hours we could talk about anything together. Our opinions matched but there were some differences so that it was not a monotonous conversation but one with different insights.
He is eighteen, almost nineteen, and is taking a year off before he starts uni. It is so interesting hearing other people stories about everything.
I also met and Australien man and a women from New Zealand. They are both traveling the world and have so many stories.
I think that at some point in my life I would really love to travel to Tibet, India, China, and all over Africa.
Another thing that I have been thinking I want to do is a semester or year abroad at Oxford or Cambridge. I realize that maybe it is unrealistic, but who knows? It could work.
I am now in Vienna. I saw the Shönbrun (sp?) palace and tomorow I will go see the Lippizzaners. Maybe if I have time I will take a day trip to Prague. They have daily tours that go there.
that´s all for now...
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| Coming Home Soon! |
[08 May 2006|06:13pm] |
ok...so...
i am coming home soon! i will be home on the 25th and then that weekend i will go to folklife! yay!
i stop working for the crazy swiss lady on the 12th and then i go to Bern, Vienna, Luzern, Geneva and a friends house in Rheinfelden. I am very excited.
I am now eighteen and that is so fucking awesome.
I am really excited to see all of you in Seattle buit I am sad to leave here. i will miss my new friends.
See you soon!
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[05 Feb 2006|12:33am] |
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i'm gonna be emo, but i don't give a shit!
i'm sad and crying...well i've finally stopped because i'm way too dehydrated from crying. but yeah...
i love you guys!!!! everyone! i will miss you all so very much!
i think i scared many people when i was sobbing among a group of sobbing girls...sad.
love you all!
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[25 Jan 2006|10:00pm] |
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it's wierd not going to school all day...
i thought i would be bored, but i have so much shit to do before i leave that there is no way in hell i could be bored. and if i have to there's always my independent study classes to get started. but hell! i'd rather procrastinate.
i miss everybody already. sad.
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i feel like the epitome of shit! yay for me.
but i guess i deserve it because i stayed up all night when i was already sick. oh well.
so last night was the musical retreat which was awesome, as always! stayed up all night until about 6 ish this morning when i went to sleep only to be half woken up by moe yelling "wakey,wakey, eggs and bakey!"
i was sleeping on the floor of the black box theatre so i roled over to the side and then went back to sleep to the sound of people doing the hokey pokey.
what the hell is wrong with drama kids? (yes, i'm including myself in that.)
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| Germany!!!! crap!!!! |
[11 Jan 2006|07:06pm] |
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well, it's been a while since i updated. like since june.
for those of you that don't know, i'm going to germany for 6 months and i'm fucking scared and i leave in less than a month. i never knew a month could seem so short, but i already have plans for every single weekend until i leave! aaaah! that makes it seem even sooner than it really is. and i also am only in school for 6 more days. sooooo very scared...but still excited. i don't know how i will be when i get there. i'm going to be working 12 or so hours a day doing physical labor and i don't know how i'm going to do under those conditions. (i'm going to germany because i ride horses and i will be working at a barn excercising and grooming horses, cleaning stalls, and cleaning tack). i'm also really scared because i will be living in an apartment by myself. i'm only 17 and already i will be given full freedom and my own apartment. i don't know what that's going to be like. plus, i don't speak german!!! yes i know that most of the germans speak good english, but still, that's scary.
oh god...just thinking about leaving my friends hear makes me want to cry. i haven't yet, because i don't believe that its really happening but i know that i will when it hits me. and once i start i don't know how i'm ever going to stop. i'm going to miss you guys so much! shit...now that i've said that my eyes are watering. it's so hard to think about, but i know that i have to eventually. i can't just keep pretending that i will be there and here at the same time, but thats what i keep doing. alright, i'll stop being emo, paranoid, and flippy-outy (that's a word!).
love you all!
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